Love

I think im secretly afraid of it
Sometimes i feel that when i find someone
im so terrified i wont like them , that it becomes tense

that i have to put tests to see if i really like them or not
and if i feel like i like them , its always in the back of my mind
the question of "do i really?"
Its happened so many times, when do i even know whose right and whose wrong
its almost to the point where
everyone is wrong for me.

You really made me smile tonight, but how do i know it will last


Im so ,sick.
Of thinking yes this might work
till i find that one thing, that one thing that makes me run the other way

sometimes i feel like i do that to myself
like im just trying to find an excuse not to like someone
but at the same time
i feel like im doing the right choice
but how can it be that SO many guys are wrong for me?


I just want to be happy,

will you be the one?