ahhhh!!

You hating me is time consuming
cant we kiss and makeup..
please?




Yesterday i went for a little back to school final shopping books and stuff
and i KNEW we were hitting up macys
BUT
i stayed away from mac (wow!) and actually decided to buy clothes for once
because honestly , i got some amazingly cute stuff with the same amount of money i spend on 2 makeup items from mac :S thats bad isint it??


i got this AMAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZINNNNNNNNGLLLLLLLLLLY
sexy ,hot, short , mini black dressss
omg
its SO hot
ok.
i gotta stop doing that.
Basically its amazing.
I love it its short ,bubbly , very light cloth , and its straplesss.
i gotta find me a mannnn
so i can pair this baby up with a pair of cute heels (which ive been collecting ( : )
and some cute earings and go to dinner or somethin something.


I got 4 shirts, and 2 scarves besides that.
oh and after that i got this cute cute cute pair of black knitted boots.
i want the fall to be hereee!!

my hair has alrdy lifted to a light brown..
grr!!
im considering using "BLACK" on my hair.
because every other color seems to lighten way too fast on me.



i got a orange mini stapler also, just thought id trow that out there.








ANYWAYSS.

class was.. ummmmmmmmmmmmmm
lets just say
im seeing way too many people FROM highschool, FROM my grade to be comfortable
its like highschool mixed in from a couple of older ladies
idk how i really feel about that.
My sociology class is through video
i gotta say the whole thing is cool/awkward
you never know at what class his looking at
and when he called on me to introduce myself
i had no idea where to look, even though i reallly wanted to look at myself in the screen ha
One thing i found hillarious ,yet a little sad.
its like honestly , almost ALL the girls inthere had babies
"hey im blahbla, this is my 4th semester at peake, and i have a 7 month old"
"hi, im blahal, first semester at peake, ihave a 2 year old"

there were atleast 10 girls with babies
one girl jokinly said
"we should have a playdate"
and it was funny because well..

i meant it when i said almost all the class had babies.

now i feel uncool
i never fit in!

We went right in with a topic of beauty and all media blahabala
which actually takes me to a deffensive set ,idk why
but in a video it mentioned how beautiful women will try to please men , they wont argue with them they'll become like a toy to them or something

OK? WTF
i feel that if a women knows shes beautiful
she wouldnt take any bs from any guy
but i just kept my mouth shut because well of course everybody went with the
"i totally agree blahbla"

i think im going to like this class either way.





English..
at a glance
when the teacher stepped in
i think he hasnt even mentioned sleep in the past week and looks rapist ish.
is that bad?
once he started talking i came out with 2 things

1)his gay.
2) his cool.


for being a college english teacher, he has alot of , teenage talk like
"do you like know what i mean??"

everybody laughed everytime he said something like that.
i think im going to like him.


I dropped physcology.. (which i am REALLY sad about because it is what i wanna major in)
but i COULDNT do it
i cant go at ten am, come back around 11, leave again at 2 something leave again at 3 , than go again at 5
my brain will NOT take that , and neither will my fucking gas
So im taking music 101
sounds EXTREMLY boring..specially at 8:30 am.
but atleast ill have that and communications back to back.
then that stupid freshman seminar at 5-6

bleeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


has it been a semester yet?






back to school outfitt;
(yues im putting it on here because i havent worn nothing but oversized t's and gym shorts all summer..i was proud of myself!)



Brown shirt from macys
its v neck in front AND back : ) so cute!
belt from my sister? lol
white shorts, ring and earings from charlottes russe


(when i got in the car this morning.. like i said i havent worn anything but t's all summer.. so when i wore this v neck, i realized how grossly pale my chest is! it was disgusting! i was like wow wtf this picture doesnt do any justice but just look at my arm and then look at my fucking chesttt!! like everything but my chest is black :S this my friends.. is why i adored self tanners, but their too bothersome, so ill just wait till the rest of me ligthens up instead)




gladiators from marshalls ( :