I like writing in this blog

I dont want to sound too..self centered

But about the blog i wrote down there, yes the emo one.


I feel like alot of people got a sick enjoyment out of it.
People want to see me weak
people want to see me cry and be miserable
Certain people , just want to tell themselves "ha, i knew she would break"
"serves her right"
"she deserves it."
But sorry, i dont break

I stop working, i slow down
and i upgrade.
I dont break.
I fall
and i get back up, 10 times better.

Thats the beautiful thing about me

If i see a glitch , i upgrade
Yes im not perfect
but , you're not either.


But i strive for it.


"I reach for the stars, so if i fall ill land on a cloud"


Im the kind of person you want to have in your life
the kind of friend your lucky to have.
If your reading this blog, to laugh and make yourself feel better.


........

Well , i hope i hope i dont have to point out that sad that is.
and let me be the bigger person and say this from the heart..
I hope your as happy as you claim to be
I have my doubts , but those dont matter.
right?

xoxox;