It is around 5pm now, and i received this when i turned my phone on.


"Hey im just going to erase your number now. take it easy"


i wanted to answear:stop being so dramatic.
but i dont care to answer at all

sorry i dont wanna go on your stupid boat.
sorry i dont want to go to a party with you
sorry i dont want to fuck you at your request
and sorry that i dont respond when you try to pick a fight.

i feel bad, i know he said that so i would fight him about it
but i just.. im numb towards other people right now.

my horoscope actually read yesterday that i should take a little vacation off this weekend.
even if i dont actually go anywhere.

and that is exactly what im doing.
im taking a break from everything and everybody
and i actually like it like this.

i feel so peaceful like i honestly dont have a care in the world right now..


umm..