That me and every other girl i know are really not that different
that everybody has flaws. that everybody makes mistakes.
that everybody does some harm.
and even if i hate admitting it to myself.. everybody is unique in their own way.
Boy do i take that back.
I honestly think i have a fucking heart of gold
its either that or everybody else is just honestly fucked up
I would never intentionally hurt someones feelings knowing theyd get hurt and let it bother them
Someone could be my worst enemy and if they truely needed me at some point
i could never put my back to them
no matter what somebody has done to me how much theyve hurt me
or how much of a sick person they really are.
i can honestly not kick someone when their down.
even if i should.
Than how is it that someone can honestly be so nasty and live with it
so nasty and keep it inside?
so nasty and walk around like they have a care in the word.
My older sister was yelling about me over something yesterday and i snapped
and god i only got smart with her all i said was
"UH BECAUSE IT WASNT IN MY ROOM"
and it honestly hurt me and i regreted it and i wanted to apologize
than how it is it that some girls can honestly be so truely nasty inside?
I have nothing but care in the world
i could never turn my back on somebody who really needed me
i never could
than how can some other people just..not?
how is that possible
how do they not have any guilt, any fucking disgust of themself.
Please if you can think of anybody that ive claimed to hate
tell them that they honestly needed me
and i could not turn my back on them.
I know this is what me admiring myself?
but thank god i am the way i am.
thank god for who i am.
i dont need to prove this to anybody but i gladly would
im just happy to know that i am good at heart
and yes this sounds incredibly gay.
theres a postcard ive seen before that read
"Im trying to look for a hero in myself ,no luck yet"
and it might not make any sense to you..
but i have.
i dont care what anybody has to say about this.
i admire myself.
yes im not perfect and yes i can be a bitch
but when it really matters i am a good person
and thats more than i can say about alot of people.
Love,Rose
that everybody has flaws. that everybody makes mistakes.
that everybody does some harm.
and even if i hate admitting it to myself.. everybody is unique in their own way.
Boy do i take that back.
I honestly think i have a fucking heart of gold
its either that or everybody else is just honestly fucked up
I would never intentionally hurt someones feelings knowing theyd get hurt and let it bother them
Someone could be my worst enemy and if they truely needed me at some point
i could never put my back to them
no matter what somebody has done to me how much theyve hurt me
or how much of a sick person they really are.
i can honestly not kick someone when their down.
even if i should.
Than how is it that someone can honestly be so nasty and live with it
so nasty and keep it inside?
so nasty and walk around like they have a care in the word.
My older sister was yelling about me over something yesterday and i snapped
and god i only got smart with her all i said was
"UH BECAUSE IT WASNT IN MY ROOM"
and it honestly hurt me and i regreted it and i wanted to apologize
than how it is it that some girls can honestly be so truely nasty inside?
I have nothing but care in the world
i could never turn my back on somebody who really needed me
i never could
than how can some other people just..not?
how is that possible
how do they not have any guilt, any fucking disgust of themself.
Please if you can think of anybody that ive claimed to hate
tell them that they honestly needed me
and i could not turn my back on them.
I know this is what me admiring myself?
but thank god i am the way i am.
thank god for who i am.
i dont need to prove this to anybody but i gladly would
im just happy to know that i am good at heart
and yes this sounds incredibly gay.
theres a postcard ive seen before that read
"Im trying to look for a hero in myself ,no luck yet"
and it might not make any sense to you..
but i have.
i dont care what anybody has to say about this.
i admire myself.
yes im not perfect and yes i can be a bitch
but when it really matters i am a good person
and thats more than i can say about alot of people.
Love,Rose
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