I kinda always feel like i have to explain something to you
like i have to excuse for the things i say and the things i do
and im sorry but i cant do it anymore
i didn't realize that itd end like this
but i did realize that it would end

and im sorry
but there is bigger things
i can see that clearly now
and i dont wish you the best like i usually would
because i just hope that i never find out how you turned out
because i really, dont want to know anymore




love,rose.