You should try seeing instead of listening you can learn alot more than words can describe
you might learn something

I have a weakness for hotties.


enough said.

and this is worth remembering

The past is in the past

I guess its normal

But when its cold, i miss the summer.

but when its summer


i remember how much i hate it.
i hate sweating, i hate being hot.


Fall-Spring
are my happy times.








Love,Rose

why are some people

So disgustingly gorgeous?
honestly.
its not fair.
they should have a little more ugly in their life.

Love,Rose.

i miss..

The smell of shit in the summer.

is that weird?
but if your from that place im talking about..
than you know what im talking about.
even though that town smells like poo and is made up of mostly fields.
i miss it.


boo.

Love her

and herr.






just 2 of my fav celebs
(but no , they dont top adriana)

i cant say i breath for you..
but when i had you, it was easier to

this is the best i could do,

well you're the closest thing, i have, to bring up in a conversation
about love that didn't last, but i could never call you mine,
cause i could never call myself yours, and if we were really meant to be,
well then we've just defied destiny, it's not that our love died it just never really bloomed

no i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to.
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back.

And then we saw our past, diverge... and i guess i felt okay about it.
Until you got with another man, and then I couldn't understand
why it bothered me so, no we didn't die we just never had a chance to grow.

I can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
but somehow still you affect the things i do
and you can't lose what you never had
i don't understand why i feel sad
everytime i see you out with someone new

i can't let go, no i can't let go no i can't let go of you
i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past

If someone

Gives you a tummy ache
you should block them out of your life
theres millios of people outthere ,you decide who you let in
and if i can advice you of anything
make sure you dont just pick someone, be sure you pick the damn best
because you deserve that
after all , they get to be a part of your life
consider them lucky
cause you only get one shot.




Night

So have you been to a place like this?

If you see me at midnight
Walking the streets
You'll know it was me for I cannot sleep
I've pushed away the dreams
And spoiled the quiet
I'm propelled by fear
And not the righteous

So have you been to a place like this?
To see your breath as it paints against the sky
The fever is near
I wish you were here

I'm thinking ambitious
I've got this feeling things will be alright
So go break a leg night
Been given the green light
So go entertain them
They're waiting for you
They're waiting for you

So have you been to a place like this?
To see your breath as it paints against the sky
Feeling so right and things will run
The fever is near
I wish you were here

that be known, let me know.

let me know, do i still got time to grow
things aint always set in stone
that be known, let me know
let me

seems like streetlights glowing
happened to be just like moments
passing, in front of me so
i hopped in, the cab and
i paid my fair, see
i know my, destination
but im just not there
all the streetlights glowing
happened to be just like moments
passing, in front of me so
i hopped in, the cab and
i paid my fair, see
i know my, destination
but im just not there in the streets
in the streets
im just not there in the streets
im just no there
life's just not fair

One last note,

I am different
but the way i see it and the way i believe it

i am better than all of you
i could EASILY be like you , i could easily fit in , i could easily put that shirt on
that smile on , talk to that person , laugh.

But honestly, im better than that

and if you think otherwise

well.




well?



exactly.



and i always knew,
Im not quiet, i just dont like you.
but i could never say that out loud.
its impolite.




nighty, night.

p.s.

To YOU,


i think its sad your so fucking small minded
i honestly feel sorry that you dont see a bigger picture and that your life is so average
and your head is full of shit.
You think your something i bet , i know your reading this now
because thats all you can manage to do

So let me just tell you
i feel sorry your so stuck in stupid things
i feel bad for you that you cant see the things i see and feel the feelings i do
i dont know how you live such an ordinary life
your such a nasty person inside its unbelievable i stood you that long
but i was just trying to find a way to be like everybody else, and you were my way in

but im not like everybody else
but you are.. so
bye.

and good luck
you really , REALLY.. need it.





gnight readers

I kinda always feel like i have to explain something to you
like i have to excuse for the things i say and the things i do
and im sorry but i cant do it anymore
i didn't realize that itd end like this
but i did realize that it would end

and im sorry
but there is bigger things
i can see that clearly now
and i dont wish you the best like i usually would
because i just hope that i never find out how you turned out
because i really, dont want to know anymore




love,rose.

i wish you were here

Please change your face
you have no idea how good that feels.
i kinda wish you would.

Tradegy:

is a form of art based on human suffering that offers its audience pleasure.

Your not supposed to like your job.
that is why you get paid for it.

i have..

a sick obssesion..

but ok, im inlove with it.



time really does fly by.

Self reminder;

If your not happy
take a step back
and then run the other way.

it really does help.

It is around 5pm now, and i received this when i turned my phone on.


"Hey im just going to erase your number now. take it easy"


i wanted to answear:stop being so dramatic.
but i dont care to answer at all

sorry i dont wanna go on your stupid boat.
sorry i dont want to go to a party with you
sorry i dont want to fuck you at your request
and sorry that i dont respond when you try to pick a fight.

i feel bad, i know he said that so i would fight him about it
but i just.. im numb towards other people right now.

my horoscope actually read yesterday that i should take a little vacation off this weekend.
even if i dont actually go anywhere.

and that is exactly what im doing.
im taking a break from everything and everybody
and i actually like it like this.

i feel so peaceful like i honestly dont have a care in the world right now..


umm..

On a last note..

"Never leave the person you love for the person you like
because the person you like, will leave you for the person they love"



is that true?

Relationships are the most complex thing ive really came across in my life.
A guy can be labeled an asshole, jerk , heartless.

But there is always a reason behind that
and weather its good enough to stick around for or not.
is really , up to you.

But i believe that, every asshole will find someone that they can love
the person that will change them , the person that will melt the hard shell off
But with that

I also believe every asshole has a reason to be an asshole
and one of them might be
they have already gave their heart away
and if your at this stage
they have been hurt and hidden the key to their feelings away
and no matter how much they try to want you
no matter the period in when they show you kindness
for that matter of period they tell themselfs to try , give it a chance.
thats all it is.
Because when someone has really loved
its like a wound and every other person that comes along is just a bandaid
they will stop working and once you realize that they can only cover up your true feelings for a period of time.
You lose interest, you start to not care, you dont think about their feelings
because all you can think about is the person you love, and this stranger, trying to step in it
annoying , you can call it.
and that is when, a guy becomes an "an asshole"

I know alot of good men who as amazing candidates they can be.
The fact that they have loved, is a huge red flag.

To me..anyways.

Loves silly


but like ive always believed..the heart wants, what the heart wants.
so you just live with that.




Gnight
Love,Rose.

Is it just me

Or can everyone else see how melodramatic , emo drastic , faggish i sound in this blog.


i know its not just me.



for updates sake.
ive been trowing my life away.
my phone has been off all day and for once
thats ok
and im actually ok.


ok,ok, ok.

My answear is,

Just living in the heat of the moment i guess.

this quote has been

Playing over and over in my head.
no , not the whole thing, but parts of it like

"so pick me, choose me, love ME"

&

"unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you."


so here it is,

"Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me."

-Greys anatomy

i cant count

How many times ive said "this is the last time"
Ive decided that i am addicted to you.
and that i am ok with that.
Lifes no fun without pain anyways.
plus, i love the high you give me.

in other words
i give up, trying to give you up.



Love,Rose.

Never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.



-Thomas Jefferson

is it terrible..

that i found a box of ash brown hair dye
and its like, haunting me.


ive worked this hard to lighten my hair
and now i wanna mess it up

i need help.

truely..


:(


and i think my hairs about to turn suicidal on me.
but i go into this rage where i dye my hair like 20 times in a month till im satisfied..
than i let it be for a couple of months
and it all starts again
its like a crazy habit....
i have a box of light soft golden blonde staring me in the face. like right now
and its a warm shade, which i know will probably pull out alot of red in my hair.

what do i do?!!?





Sincerely, confused soul.

Reminder;

- Revlon nude attitude.

- send out all packages for MUA.

-lifting light ash color

like omgsh hair update.

Beforee.

After




I secretly added in another light ash blonde hair dye
but with a volume 30 developer.
but i took it out before time was due because my roots were getting too light.


im thinking i need to highlight
ughhh.

NO!
no bleach.
ill buy even lighter freaking hair dyes.



and oh. excuse the lack of makeup in that picture.

10 easy steps to getting the guy you want.

(Disclaimer: this is a joke...kinda.)


1. Make him fancy you.
Change your looks and personality accordingly to his personality type
follow my [Change yourself for the right douchebag] guide
to know how to change appropriately for the right kind of guy.

2. Make his friends fancy you, too.
Now that you got his attention , in other words.
him sniffing the cheese trap you left.
Take the mouse trap away and leave him wondering where it,
you. went.
But dont take yourself completly out of the picture , go after his friends
and make them want you, too.
Now thats going to activate the jealousy stage
read more on jealousy on my [Being a guys property & how to make him pay for it] guide.

3. Set your trap back out.
Now that you see the poor little thing sniffing around looking
set yourself back on his ground and make him your priority
this will massage his man ego.
good job.
read more on egos [Giving a guy a false sense of accomplishment]

4. First "Hang out"
Ask the subject if he'd like to come watch a movie with you afterschool
or grab a drink at the local bar. Give him a certain date.
If his busy and wants to shoot for another day
"nvm" it, but dont worry.
at this point , its just a couple of minutes till he crashes down and
blows off whatever he had to do.
Or if he insists he cant do it that day
agree on a day that will work for both of you.

5. Stand him up.
This guy is pretty pumped to be going out with the girl his been chasing after
so now, attack his man ego now that you've build it back up
by a few hours before the appointment , something has come up and will have to raincheck the date.

6. Apologize.
Now that this guy has been hurt, even if he shows no sign of it
his hurt right now , he was waiting for that day and you have crushed him.
Apologize over and over and reschedule for a close date and tell him you'll make it up to him
but dont tell him how.

7. The date.
Dress your best.
Seem casual.
Dont act too interested, but make sure he has the time of his life.
see [Make a douchebag enjoy himself]
at the end of the night ,give him that smooch his been hoping for , sincerely tell him you've had the best night you've had in awhile , and say your goodbyes.

8. The wait.
Do not contact him
this will drive him mad wondering if that night really was as great as you said
wait as long as you have to and wait till HE contacts you first.
and sound very casual.
If you see him often, again.
act casual.
His mind will be filled with "i thought she had a good time?what went wrong?"


9. Hurt him.
If not by not sounding very interested in the txts his been sending you.
or by using the same excuse "sorry i cant that night..maybe sometime next week?"
make sure to avoid him and look like you've moved on with your life.
But this should not go on for more than a week tops.

10. Tell him you fancy him.
Ask him to meet up , and if he has been meaning to see you for awhile now.
He'll be jumping up and down inside.
even if his outside is just calm.
Tell him sorry you havent been able to talk lately that things have been rough
and tell him that you havent been able to stop thinking of that night you guys had met up
and that you've developed feelings for him.
He'll be very surprised and well pleased
as this also , massages his man ego.




Done.

If you live like you're dying.
Than you're already dead.

I think its funny.

That people change when i turn my back on them
and try extra hard to look happy
well, im glad they care that much about what i think.
but not really.


Ive been watching
"Anatomy of a murder"
for what seem hours

i cried.

its so fucked up how people get robbed of their lifes for something they did not do.
all he could've done, he didnt have a choice.
idk what i would do.

if i was put in jail for being framed for something i didnt do and put on death role
i would sit in a prison cell
and cry , and cry , and cry
and i wouldnt eat anything
and id refuse to go outside
and id just stare at a wall for the rest of my life.
cause thats the kind of person i am

Life outside the walls my parents have kept me in for years seems so harsh.
too harsh
how in the reality you could be walking down a street on the way to meet a friend
excited for something ,without a care in the world.
and somebody could hold a knife to your troath
and from that moment you'll never be the same.

i live, undeniably , in my own world.
where "mean" people are girls who are bitches and guys who are jerks
where i cannot truely say i "hate" someone
where murder ,is something you see on the tv
i think thats why i consider myself immature
because the problems i have in my life
are in reality ,so silly.


I dont want to grow up.

But enough with the emo posts

Why am i such a sucker for a nice body
specially nice arms?
I always thought it was so fucking weird that guys were so into..skin, jiggly skin.
aka ass and tits.

But i have no reason to explain why i will get on my knee's ( joke..)
for a big nice bulky arm and big chest.
i cant help it
but a guy with a big chest and nice arms just drives me crazyyyyyy.
im a complete sucker for them.

to be more in detail.













Im trying so hard not to like
die staring at him.
its hard, its very , very hard.
god
if he said jump
id deff ask how high.
Ive tried
but i could honestly never date , or make myself want
someone i wasnt omg about
i have no idea how
i dont know how girls can fall for a nice personality.
i mean , i have.
but would i actually persuade that relationship?
no sir.

Sadly ,

looks > personality

Maybe thats why i always fall for assholes.
but honestly..who cares
i like hot guys
im not trying to find a soul mate.
i have a life time for that
so i will througly enjoy my eye candy while i still can.
because even though they of course are assholes
their fun to be around..what else could i ask for?

I have a reason to believe that when im 40 ill be cheating on my husband with a 18 yr old
a sexy pool boy.

oh well.


love, rose.

idk.

I cant believe you actually apologized to me
it literally made me cry
Maybe its because im not used to it..
maybe its because i figured you were far gone by now
but you actually apologized
and it was too much i guess.


thankyou.
I really missed being your dominican princess.

memoriesss..

so long my luckless romance, my back is turned on you.
should've know you'd give me heartache
almost lovers always do.

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Some tips..

this girl is doing a contest where you submit your own beauty tip
i think it was a petty cool idea
here are some i thought were cool

click here if you want more

White eyeliner on your lash line for big brighter eyes!

rinse your legs with warm water before you shave, it opens up the pores and gives you a closer shave.

Olive oil for removing make up.. its cheap and natural!

use tea tree oil it will clear up your skin.. when you have pimples


My best beauty tip is to drink water. Water is great for your skin and body! It's very generous for you to host this contest :] Thanks!


a great tip to removing eyemakeup is to put the makeup remover on the cotton round and hold it on your eye for about 20 seconds to give the makeup some time to dissolve. you will just need to wipe the eye gently once or twice and all the makeup is gone. this is much better than continuously rubbing your eyes to remove makeup. its much gentler and will help prevent wrinkles since we arent constantly tugging the eyes to remove makeup! :-)


You can use moisturizer to quickly fix any little mistakes while applying on makeup! It gets out the mistake as well as leaving moisture to that spot!

one tip that I know is: when your foundation feels too heavy, smooth it out with a damp sponge to sheer it out=)

You can use moisturizer to quickly fix any little mistakes while applying on makeup! It gets out the mistake as well as leaving moisture to that spot!

Here is my tip, it took a few minutes to pick one....i havent really seen this one out there alot, but if you ever get a pen mark or ink on your clothes or cloth, you can take and spray hairspray on it and i use a decent amount. and you can take and rub it and it will rub out/off the ink. hope you like this, cant wait to see more tips.

slather on a lip treatment such as chapstick or mac lip conditioner then after 10 minutes, use a dry tooth brush to buff off dead skin for amazingly soft lips!

blue makes your eyes and teeth whiter.
so a blue liner in your water line will make the white in your eyes look whiter. blue sparkle in a lip-gloss or lipstick will make your teeth look whiter. this happens because the blue counter acts with the red in your eyes and gum(:

I use a kabuki brush to apply liquid foundation because I find it super quick and soo effective !!


Wash your hair with Johnson's baby body wash instead of shampoo followed by a good conditioner then every couple days go to sleep with Johnson's baby lotion (the pink one) in your hair and wash your hair in the morning with the body wash/conditioner. I have REALLY thick and COARSE hair and it makes my hair soooo soft and it's CHEAP. I hope it helps someone -

coconut oil and lemon juice helps get rid of streaky tans or dark knees/elbows

I have a neat eyeliner tip!! I've always had problems with my black eyeliner staying on all day and I've discovered something to help it stay on longer. I take a lighter and light the tip of the pencil for a few seconds and let it dry...then I apply the eyeliner and it'll stay on all day long.

Wash your brushes to avoid breakouts and to help bristles last longer.

use a blowdryer to heat up your eyelash curler before you use it to give you a better curl that will last longer :)

effortless curly hair: before bed, I dampen my hair a little bit with a spray bottle or after air drying for a while..then i section my hair into about 5 or 6 sections around my head and then i twist each section round and round and wrap them into little buns and secure them with bobby pins and sleep on them! when i wake up the next day i take out the pins and run my fingers thru/style and spray and voila! they look like they took hours and they last because they set with the damp hair :) enjoy

If you run out of eyeliner, take an eyeliner brush (or a small thin eyeshadow brush) and run it around on the inside of a mascara tube, then use it as eyeliner! :)

For you Feet, if you buy a new pair on shoes and they are pincing you just put vaseline on your feet before you wear the shoes a thin layer will do and you will find the shoes dont hurt anymore

The best time to tweeze is immediately after a shower or apply a hot wash cloth to loosen hair follicles

The best beauty tip that I use nand for oily hair is instead of buying dry shampoo and wasting six bucks on it, grab corn stratch powder or baby powder and dab it onto your roots, massage it well into your hair and when you are down your hair will not be greasy and will look fresh!

My tip is: Always apply a little clear shiny gloss in the center of your lips when you have lipstick on! Your lips will look all plumped and luscious!


my beauty tip is :
When washing your face in the monings, splash face with cold water ,just turn on the tap and cup hands under,
lather soap into hands
and rub onto face,
then wrinse of with warm water
and splash on more of that cold water
2 keep pores open,
then mosturise wich will close posres afterwards if it's a good brans i sujest nivia
and all ways mosturise at least once a day from the age of ruffly 13 to stop premature wrinkles!
hope this works with you it dose for me!

Here's my tip--instead of spending 3-4 dollars on shaving cream, use a $1 brand of either lotion /conditioner (White Rain, Suave...you know what I mean) to help shave your legs and other
areas! Great for the earth b/c you don't need to wash it off after you shave just rub the excess onto your skin! clean the razor well b/c dried lotion is hard to remove! It's alot cheaper and you get more product in conditioner than in a can of shaving cream! Have a great summer everyone!!

My tip for a really hot summer day:
Dissolve baking soda into equal parts of water, and put it under your armpits and let it dry before you put on your deodorant. Baking soda helps evaporate the sweat on contact, leave you (and your top) dry. This tip also works if you have sweaty hands.

my best tip is for long lasting eyeliner .. what you do is when you put your eyeliner on your top lid and water line when your done applying eyeliner what you want to do is set it with black eyeshadow and go over the liner and it will last all dAY and you will get no smudge or runny eyeliner.. love this tip..

If your out and about and you happen to loose the back to your earing, ( the piece that you push through the post) you can use the top of an eraser from a pencil. just brake it off. push the post throught the eraser. it's small enough that it cant be noticed . Works very well.

Here's a tip on how i do my nails... Put on a base coat.. Wait 1 min then apply first coat of (as hard as nail, nail polish) Let it air dry for 3 min. Try not to shake your hands or blow on the nails... Apply a second coat after 3 min... Let it dry for another 3 min then apply 3rd coat. Air dry for 5 min then apply nail hardener on top... Then let it dry and apply a top coat. This way it will gives you a shinny hard looking nails and wont chip.... Mine last about a week or more. ..

after you wash your hair, change the water to cold and let it run in your hair for at least 15 seconds. sometimes if you have itchy hair, it's because the water is too hot and this will help fix that a bit. it also makes your hair shinier and smoother :)

My beauty tip is for chapped lips...
Before getting into the shower apply a creamy lip balm. Immediately after, gently buff lips with a few pinches of sugar and a wet terry washcloth. Its as easy as that! Hope you enjoy! :)

Okay this is going to sound weird but...
You can lighten your under-eye circles by using grated potatoes! I was told it was because potatoes contain an enzyme called catecholase, and that is used in make up beauty products as a human skin lightener.

just put the potato into a food processor so it is all mashed up and then apply it underneath your eyes.

I leave it on for about minutes maybe and that wash my face!

If you have a fake tan lotion that always goes streaky, before you apply it you should mix it with one quarter pigmented cream or a body bronzer (or something that has a visible pigment when put on skin.) This will mean that the mixture of pigment and tanning lotion enables you to see were you have already applied the tanner. It works a treat for me and means I can have control of when my fake tan goes rather than having streaky legs all summer! :)

Your nice smile cant hide how hideous you are inside.






Seriously.

Yes im reposting

but this is just TOO funny..
because i totally see this happening one day.
Ill never forget the detective/cop dude who drove me home going 80mph at 3am

"are you going to tell my parents?"

"well i dont HAVE to..but id hate something bad happening to you sneaking out like this"

"yeah but ok, what IF you didnt tell my parents , id learn my lesson and promise to never do it again"

he laughed.
he was a cool dude , adding on the fact that he dropped me off right behind my house
i know any other asshole wouldve probably knocked on my doors and told my parents everything.




too bad i didnt really learn anything from that night.
except that i am one lucky bitch.
and not to kiss people while they are driving.

Today,

I was reading about urban legends.
one of them were.



The purpose of the brace or "crash" position that we're told to assume in the event of a plane crash is to make the passengers die quickly.




isint that creepy?
i looked into it and some people say its the fastest way to get your neck and back broken so you'll die instantly for insurance reasons and to avoid pain.




wtf.

I havent been in a plane in years
but thats just creepy.
if i were in that situation.
id grab the person next to me and hug them.
lay on the floor legs crossed with each other and hugging tightly to each other.
idk why but that seems like a good idea to me?
or hug the seat tightly..
idk.

its thundering outttt...
i keep stepping back from my laptop thinking some way its going to shock me.

Shhhhh keep it a secret but..

Im slowly undergoing hair surgery.
morphing from brunnete to blonde.
but shhhhhhhh.
its a secret.

Im actually pretty inlove with my hair right now. its a really light brown with blonde subtle highlights.









Excuse the last pictures of me trying to be sexy.
noone should have to be put through that.

But as of right now im letting my hair rest.
than in a couple of days lifting up the color some more.

or maybe highlights will do the trick?

no , actually.
i wont put my hair through bleach again.




Love,Rose.

you make it soo fucking hard to hate you..

When your so fucking sexy.
fuck you.
fuck you.
FUCK YOU!!





Honestly
how am i expected to hate this guy and not want to talk to him when he looks like that?
how?!?!?



From the day i met you long ago
i have never been so attracted to you.
ok who am i kidding, i still have that picture i took of you when you were
sitting in your bed shirtless.

and ok i kinda drool over it.
but i wont tell you that.
because god knows the last thing you need is to be more cocky.


*sigh*




goodnight.

Love,rose.

i LOVE this website with a fucking passion. i could spend hours on it.

click !!

I liked this article

By pointing out the facts on why i keep talking to insert assholes name.

I have been able to..completly avoid it and not want to.

now that i know WHY i do. Its alot easier to tell myself not to.

It's an age-old question: "Just what does she see in him?!" or "How can he staywith her-- she treats him so badly!?" But, we see it all the time, nice people putting up with nasty behavior from their partners. We think, "God, I'd never put up with that behavior!" Until our next dating relationship, when we are, in fact, putting up with equally distasteful treatment. Whether we are watching ourselves or our friends being mistreated, it's a painful, maddening, and perplexing dilemma.

So, just why do we do it when we know we deserve better? While there are lots of complicated psychological reasons why people put up with bad behavior, there is also a simpler reason that affects us all: intermittent reinforcement. Yup, that's right. Remember that white mouse from your Psychology 101 class? If you were paying attention that day, you learned that when a mouse is trained to push a lever for a reward (such as food), he learns best if he gets the food only some of the time, not all of the time. It may be counterintuitive (and not very nice), but the best way to teach any behavior is to reward someone only randomly when he performs the action. Since the mouse never knows when the reward is coming, and he really wants that treat, he'll keep pressing away at the lever all day long. When a behavior is learned this way, it becomes a strong habit and is highly resistant to extinction, that is, he'll keep performing the behavior for a long time even without any reward. Kind of like super glue - once stuck, it just keeps on sticking.

Well, you might say, "That sucks for the mouse, but what does that have to do with my Saturday night date with John, Mr. He'll Probably Show Up Late, If He Bothers To Show Up At All?" Unfortunately, these learning principles apply equally well to people as they do to mice. And the power of intermittent reinforcement is a scientifically proven fact! If someone treats us well only part of the time, we are very likely to keep coming back for more. As long as our partner treats us nicely at least part of the time, we have the hope that they will treat us well more of the time. Their good behavior creates an expectation, an anxious anticipation, of the next time we'll get positive attention. Think about it this way, if you are Mr. Mouse, when you get your food reward each and every time you press the lever, you get full pretty quickly and soon you lose interest in the activity. But, if you only get the food reward, say one out of ten times, then you are still hungry and will keep hammering at that lever, eagerly awaiting your next morsel.

So there you have it. That's part of the reason why your best friend Carol keeps dating her rogue boyfriend Nick, even though she's continually complaining to you about how she is so sick of the way he treats her. It's because she also knows that sometimes on Sunday evening, he will curl up with her on the couch and they'll watch movies together, feeling all comfy and cozy. She puts up with the bad behavior in hopes of getting her next "hit" of good behavior. It's as addictive as cocaine!

Sadly, we all know how this story goes. Carol will put up with this for months, driving both you and herself insane. The good news is, unlike poor Mr. Mouse who does not have higher thinking, YOU, as a more evolved species, have the power to recognize this negative pattern and the ability to exercise willpower to change it. You do not have to be a slave to learned habits. You have a choice. The next time you are in this situation, ask yourself one question:Do I really deserve to be treated well only one out of ten times?

Of course not! You deserve to be treated well 9.9 times out of 10 (sometimes people slip up). You probably never thought about it this way before, but if you allow others to treat you poorly, on a deep level you are telling yourself: "I am not worthy of being treated well all of the time. I do not deserve more." That's a dangerous message to be sending yourself because another psychological principle is this: You get what you insist on. In other words, people will treat you however you allow them to treat you. If you don't insist on good behavior, you probably won't get it. Make your standards higher and be prepared to walk away if your latest beau or beauty can't or won't live up to them. You've got nothing to lose and everything to gain. Because only by ungluing yourself from the wrong partner, will you be available to meet the right one. Then the next time your friends ask if you are still dating that jerk, you can say, of course not -- I found my prince/ss instead! And you can bet that you deserve that!

Ok so she sounds sorta like a crazy bitch but...

this is incredibly funny.

this is what boys do to girls haha



"You cant really tell if its pimples or facial herpes"

yo quiero

I luh luv her hair.

i know this is so..

Cliche..or one of those fancy words but.



Honestly..
girls fighting over a guy is so..so..

funny.

Excuse me that your mad at me for flirting with your boyfriend
ill apologize.
I am SORRY, that your man doesnt have enough respect or love for you to have boundaries.
i am SORRY, that his so sick of your bitching that you come attack me instead.

i honestly think its funny..but i know i shouldn't laugh..

oh man

his just another boy.
i got a pocket full them where he came from.



Love,Rose.

i am so glad.

Im not the only person who never grew out of chewing on cupcake paper.


i know im a freak, oh well.


http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=4653648

omg..i want. i want. i NEED.

http://www.narscosmetics.com/Bronzing-Powder-C40_makeup_7.aspx

Nars Bronzing powder in Casino.

IM GETTING THIS! IM GETTING THIS.
I AM. GETTING THIS.


point blank.



and if anybody wants to buy it for me.
i will forever give you my heart.

love,rose.

alot of the time i think..

That me and every other girl i know are really not that different
that everybody has flaws. that everybody makes mistakes.
that everybody does some harm.

and even if i hate admitting it to myself.. everybody is unique in their own way.


Boy do i take that back.
I honestly think i have a fucking heart of gold
its either that or everybody else is just honestly fucked up
I would never intentionally hurt someones feelings knowing theyd get hurt and let it bother them
Someone could be my worst enemy and if they truely needed me at some point
i could never put my back to them
no matter what somebody has done to me how much theyve hurt me
or how much of a sick person they really are.
i can honestly not kick someone when their down.
even if i should.

Than how is it that someone can honestly be so nasty and live with it
so nasty and keep it inside?
so nasty and walk around like they have a care in the word.

My older sister was yelling about me over something yesterday and i snapped
and god i only got smart with her all i said was
"UH BECAUSE IT WASNT IN MY ROOM"
and it honestly hurt me and i regreted it and i wanted to apologize

than how it is it that some girls can honestly be so truely nasty inside?

I have nothing but care in the world
i could never turn my back on somebody who really needed me
i never could
than how can some other people just..not?
how is that possible
how do they not have any guilt, any fucking disgust of themself.

Please if you can think of anybody that ive claimed to hate
tell them that they honestly needed me
and i could not turn my back on them.


I know this is what me admiring myself?
but thank god i am the way i am.
thank god for who i am.
i dont need to prove this to anybody but i gladly would
im just happy to know that i am good at heart

and yes this sounds incredibly gay.

theres a postcard ive seen before that read
"Im trying to look for a hero in myself ,no luck yet"

and it might not make any sense to you..
but i have.

i dont care what anybody has to say about this.
i admire myself.
yes im not perfect and yes i can be a bitch
but when it really matters i am a good person
and thats more than i can say about alot of people.


Love,Rose

Chi Chi Chi!

So the easton jc penny was having amazing sale's for the chii stuff and my momma got a couple of stufff. and of course, her stuff is my stuff.

I managed to get this little packet
With a mini chi silk infusion , a full size, and chi iron guard.

<3

i had the mini chi silk infusion already but now i gots all thisss.

The full size retails for around 25$ , the little one im not so sure ,18 i think?
and the iron guard 13$..

and all that was..11$.
seriously? seriously.

im not sure if the sale is still going on but its deff worth checking out!


But i dont want to do a review on that just yet

what i want to just rave about is a product my mom wont let me have.
but i dumped out another hair product i had in a spray bottle and stole some of it from her anyways.

Its the Chi keratin





CHI Keratin Mist is a leave-in strengthening teatment with Cationic Hydration Interlink proteins. Specifically developed to work in conjunction with the CHI line. CHI Keratin Mist is an advanced leave-in spray designed to provide hair with strength, protection and softness, while leaving hair silky and shiny with incredible manageability.

Features and Benefits:

• Leave-in strengthening treatment
• Cationic Hydration Interlink softens and balances hair, locking in moisture
• Reconstructs the inner structure of the hair
• Improves strength
• Adds protection and shine
• Provides incredible manageability
• Can be used every day

this is off a website.

I wasnt all that sure as to what this was for but i tried it anyways on my natural hair
i sprayed it all over on my damp hair and brushed my hair out and let it air dry.,
next morning my curls were..bouncy? not crunchy.. softttt! and incredibly shiny.

i lu lu luvvv thiss!


this along with my sleek line shampoo and conditioner from matrix
have made my hair into new found heaven.


Love,Rose.

"You should stop being such a stuckup whore if you want to find an actual good guy"


But i like being a stuckup whore a.k.a a bitch.

Ok so it can sometimes very much be a flaw..
But i secretly love being a bitch to guys
i love to push them and get to their last nerve

what a cute quality to have huh?

oh well.

sucks for me.

but not really.

Its yellow outside.
thats pretty neat.


Love,Rose.

hanging out with you i can relate to spending a 5000 you had saved up in a
"why not." shopping spree

it was sweet while it lasted, but now i regret it.
and i want to return it all back
but i cant.


blah.


goodnight!