While everybody

Is out having fun in senior week.
im going to spend it buried in my dark cold room.
because i am loser
and thats how i enjoy myself.


ive gotten too deep into some illusion
and now i want to snap back in reality
and i want to say bye to all the assholes in my life again
and start over.

i dont know what i want

im just pacing back and forth in this earth with no destination.

i guess people call this soul searching.



so. thats it.