..

while talking to (my dirty little secret) , he told me how he likes boxing alot and that his pretty good, more talking about it.. i realized that we were at the same boxing match (insert assholes name) took me to.. isint that crazy! but we kept talking about the whole thing and
about how im going to beat his ass in boxing
(yeah right) , i was thinking about how much fun that could be
and then i realize , i KNOW how much that is.

i remember laughing and running away in (insert assholes name here)'s garage
and him letting me punch him in the face, than cooling off afterwards and kissing and ahhhh.

i miss that.



by the way blog,

i got a new bf, but his a secret.
so dont ask me about him.
i have too many reasons as to why to keep him a secret.
but im happy (:
plus..i just cant help but to love the thrill of him being my own little dirty secret.
his a bad boy, and i just love thatt haha.
But dont confuse me, id never date anyone who was a douchebag.
all i know is that.. i love talking on the phone with him
i went from txting 7 diff guys a day..to mostly just him
and im completly fine with that.
and i think this can only get better..or so i hope
and ok, just a secret.
i love how frustrated he gets with me sometimes
(sounds messed up right?) but to me that just shows me he cares
but the jealousy thing..its something that im beginning to understand that it comes
with every boy i think.

well, im seeing him tonightt..


i hope he doesnt find out about those 2 other guys im also meeting tonight.

i know im terrible
but shhhhhh

lets keep this all a secret ok?


"Im not being unfaithful , im just always looking for the best next thing"

<333