hapiness?

Why do i have everything ive been bitching and moaning about for months at hand, and it makes me want to throw it and run the other way? Sometimes i think i just dont want to be happy? Im being too much of a girl right now, a over thinking, over emotional girl & i dont like it. Ive been trying to think really hard of why i feel this way, i can honestly say i dont miss what i had before, but sometimes i catch myself thinking "wait , why did i even want this again..whats the point?"


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^^^ thats my head right now, it literally hurts to think this shit over.