Sunday, March 21, 2010

hapiness?

Why do i have everything ive been bitching and moaning about for months at hand, and it makes me want to throw it and run the other way? Sometimes i think i just dont want to be happy? Im being too much of a girl right now, a over thinking, over emotional girl & i dont like it. Ive been trying to think really hard of why i feel this way, i can honestly say i dont miss what i had before, but sometimes i catch myself thinking "wait , why did i even want this again..whats the point?"


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^^^ thats my head right now, it literally hurts to think this shit over.



Thursday, March 11, 2010

“Think like a man of action, and act like a man of thought.”
- Henri L. Bergson

“I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something. And because I cannot do everything I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.”
Hellen Keller

“Half of the troubles of this life can be traced to saying yes too quickly and not saying no soon enough.”
- Josh Billings

“Even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there”
- Will Rogers

“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”
- Mahatma Gandhi

“You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.”
- Christopher Columbus

“To a brave man, good and bad luck are like his left and right hand. He uses both.”
- St Catherine of Siena

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us”
- Helen Keller

“We don’t see the things the way they are. We see things the way WE are.”
- Talmund

“Every problem has in it the seeds of its own solution. If you don’t have any problems, you don’t get any seeds.”
- Norman Vincent Peale

“If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.”
- Dr Wayne Dyer

“The problem is not that there are problems. The problem is expecting otherwise and thinking that having problems is a problem.”
- Theodore Rubin

“Pessimist : A person who says that O is the last letter of ZERO, instead of the first letter in word OPPORTUNITY.”
- Anonymous

“Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.”
- Thomas A Edison

“Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting”
- Elizabeth Bibesco

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift. That’s why we call it the present.”
- B. Olatunji

“When you get to the end of the rope, tie a knot and hang on.”
- Franklin D Roosevelt

“Your attitude, not your aptitude, determines your altitude.”
- Zig Ziglar

“If you’re going through hell, keep going.”
- Winston Churchill

“The secret to success is to start from scratch and keep on scratching.”
- Dennis Green

“Champions aren’t made in gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them a desire, a dream, a vision. They have to have the skill and the will. But the will must be stronger than the skill.”
- Muhammad Ali

“Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.”
- Dale Carnegie

“So many of our dreams at first seems impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon become inevitable.”
- Christopher Reeve

“Hard work spotlights the character of people. Some turn up their sleeves. Some turn up their noses, and some don’t turn up at all.”
- Sam Ewing

“There are those who work all day. Those who dream all day. And those who spend an hour dreaming before setting to work to fulfill those dreams. Go into the third category because there’s virtually no competition.”
- Steven J Ross

“Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.”
- Confucious

“Many of life’s failures are people who had not realized how close they were to success when they gave up.”
- Thomas A Edison

“The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing.”
- Stephen Covey

“Efficiency is doing things right. Effectiveness is doing the right things.”
- Peter Drucker

“Do you know what happens when you give a procrastinator a good idea? Nothing!”
- Donald Gardner

“Success is what you attract by the person you become.”
- Jim Rohn

“You have to ‘Be’ before you can ‘Do’ and ‘Do’ before you can ‘Have’.
- Zig Ziglar

“You can have everything in life that you want if you will just help enough other people to get what they want.”
- Zig Ziglar

“The test we must set for ourselves is not to march alone but to march in such a way that others wish to join us.”
- Hubert Humphrey

“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus when the limo breaks down.”
- Oprah Winfrey

“Formal education will make you a living. Self education will make you a fortune.”
- Jim Rohn

“It isn’t what the book costs. It’s what it will cost you if you don’t read it.”
- Jim Rohn

“You must be the change you want to see in the world.”
- Mahatma Gandhi

“The future has several names. For the weak, it is the impossible. For the fainthearted, it is the unknown. For the thoughtful and valiant, it is the ideal.”
- Victor Hugo

“There is nothing more genuine than breaking away from the chorus to learn the sound of your own voice.”
- Po Bronson

“Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.”
- Waldo Emerson

“Use what talents you possess, the woods will be very silent if no birds sang there except those that sang best.”
- Henry van Dyke

“Do not fear to be eccentric in opinion, for every opinion now accepted was once eccentric.”
- Bertrand Russell

“History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it.”
- Winston Churchill

“Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life’s about creating yourself.”
- George Bernard Shaw

“Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vintage point.”
- Harold B Melchart

“The tragedy of life doesn’t lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy lies in having no goals to reach.”
- Benjamin Mays

“More often in life, we end up regretting the chances in life that we had, but didn’t take them, than those chances that we took and wished we hadn’t.”
- Anonymous

“An excuse is worse and more terrible than a lie, for an excuse is a lie guarded.”
- Pope John Paul I

“Don’t wish it were easier, wish you were better. Don’t wish for fewer problems, wish for more skills. Don’t wish for less challenges, wish for more wisdom.”
- Earl Shoaf


Sunday, March 7, 2010

secrets



I need change and i always feel like there's going to be a day where it will be right to do this so called change

but in reality everyday gone by is wasted


Hi

Im rosanna and when im not at school or at work chances are im sitting on my bed like i was earlier reading manga or watching anime. I do it obsessively and i watch so many i cant keep track of the names but i do know that my current favorites are "kimi ni todoke" "dengaki daisy" "maid-sama" (cant remember the first part ) and really just alot more. I have 4 siblings and my mom and my dad and we're all born in dominican republic and im now a "us citizen" and i resent it because i feel like im just a "wanna be" american like i gave up my rights as a dominican but in reality i never cared much about my backgrounds or where i am now. I feel that "pride" from where you are just gives you a reason to be a douche and try to seem more powerful than you are. Actually pride over alot of things can be that , like your parents bank account or jobs. I want to move to a certain place but just the thought of it terrifies me because im a very dependant friend. Which speaking of i have a best friend, the only person i actually will tell everything and anything, she knows all my dirty little secrets and doesnt judge me for it and that makes my life so much easier. I get easily motivated and as easy i lose it. I put too much effort in things i shouldnt but i tryyy i tryyyyyyyyyyy .and i feel that sometimes thats the only thing you can do i cant say for a 100% percent that thats the best thing to do but i feel that if you fail so many times you dont even bother to try because you know you'll fail i feel its best to try again and again because thats the only thing you CAN do to make yourself feel better & i think after sometime that it will solve itself out whether its the wanted outcome or not.

this is a whole lot of babbling. im not going back to read it over or fix it so enjoy

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Oh &


http://www.kylesaric.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/2009_04_flip_ultrahd.jpg

Im getting this
and im getting this because shaycarl<3 and alot of other youtubers i love use this

I am extremly excited.

Is it a good/bad thing?



I think ive wrote about this before here
but i think itd be appropriate and to my benefit to blog about it now.

I have a problem
when i think about it deeply i think maybe its not such a bad thing
but than again those who dont let it out like i do dont always have to be the bad people

what im talking about is
Im a pretty spoiled child not in the sense that my parents shower me with gifts and everything i ask for.
no
Instead its more of
i know my limits, i know what i can get away with
and when i dont get it
i turn into a bratty selfish angry 5 year old
and i bitch and i moan and i do stupid shit until i get my way
and thats when it hits
when my parents bend or i see that ive won

i break out in tears

I cant help it
they never fail to come out, either.

Because once i see that they start bending and changing their mind
it hits me
like what the fuck, im being a spoiled child i yelled at you and did stupid shit to piss you off
dont give me what i want!

i feel so disgusted and angry with myself and i feel like a huge brat

and ta da

i start crying

its not a wimpy cry
i always try to hold it back
its ridiculous but i dont cry when im sad
i cry when im angry


so

Is this a good thing because i realize that i was being a huge brat?

or is it a bad thing because..come on.. i got what i want wtf am i crying for?



um.