GUYS!!!

I dont want to neglect this blog..most of my current crap will be stuck in the weightloss blog since its taking up most my life as of right now.

anyways


i do have something ive been thinking about alot that i feel needs to be wrote down.

is that grammar correct? anyways.



I feel like with the weight loss, i dont want just the weightloss
but the weightloss is a part of what a really want

to take control

im 18 and even though its incredibly obvious that even though you've been breathing for 18 years now, does not mean your an adult.

But since it is technically written down in the law that your mostly responsible for all the stupid shit you do. i want to make this a good year to remember.
the year where i took control of my life and made myself into a better person, i want to love me
i want to do things i didnt even consider attempting
i want to live!

My self image is something that might always haunt me
but i feel like if im at a point where i dont consider myself fat than it would be enough to go by

i want to do so many things
i want to learn to make people laugh
i want to take long road trips
i want to be able to make random people admire me
i want to be someone i consider amazing

im excited, i feel like weightloss is something i have control of actually doing
the other stuff isint as real as everything else (does that make any sense?)
you can measure your weight and how much you've changed it
but how about personality wise?



idk.

either way im excited, and ill try to keep this updated as much as possible. but mostlyy follow my weight loss blog!


xoxox