maybe i take your money, please.

As promised..Haul/product reviewsss!


DISCLAIMER: This is how these products worked for ME , my hair, and my skin.
take it for what it is.







Hair;

Garnier Fructis;

Surf hair-


This is a texturizing which i actually happen to really like!
unlike most creams, like promised, this dries to a "matte" finish
it doesnt leave ur hair feeling icky and slimy, basically
it really dries MATTE.
i LOVE this stuff to keep my messy bang in place!
smells good, and for about 3$ at walmart.



Shine spray;




I bought this on a WHIM.
My hair has been giving me hell lately, and when i dyed it darker
it just wasnt doing it for me, it looked so.. BLEH
I was debating weather to get this shine spray or the john frieda
soo glad i bought this one! it REALLY adds a healthy, none greasy looking shine to hair!
andd , it was again, only 3 bucks ;)
oh, and it smells good!
so if your hairs looking dull, deff give this a chance!






Tressemme;




I REALLY wanted to give tresemme a chance, their so cheap for such a huge bottle!
and i saw this new baby come out, and hey, it sounded just like what i needed!
it claims to heal damaged hair from heat and chemicals.

Umm..disappointment!
this makes my hair feel very icky and heavy, not in a good way either.





I bought this mousse hoping to be able to have , well , what it says
flawless curls, this claims to moisturize ur curls and give it hold.
nope.. no hold whatsoever.
so of course, i had to pass! this went back!!


overall ,im not very happy with the tresemme line, i used to like the heat defense spray
but now i really wonder how much it really protects my hair.
i think ill stray from this brand.


Herbal Essensses;



not sure if ive mentioned this before..but i SHOULDVE..
i honestly DONT hate my curly hair anymore, and its all cause of this baby
it gives my hair ALL the hold in the world, without making it extra crispy, my curls manage to most be very soft and not frizzy at all, lovethis stuff! and to think i bought this as a last resort cause i only had like 3 bucks left.
im nto sure i wouldve ever tried it otherwise!



toussle me softly spray gel

this stuff is nowhere near as harsh as the set me up
i wouldnt use it on my natural curls
but when i have my hair straight, i could spray some of this on
put my hair in a bun, and BAM waves!
this stuff is awsome for anyone who wants way without having to use heat.
love this! and it has castor oil which will make ur hair super soft (:
yay!










Makeup-



Mac rubenesque paintpot-




Ok, elle (allthatglitters21) LOVES this stuff , and i mean LOVES it.
and always has, so when i got the chance i picked this up
when i swatched it on my hand it looked a GORGEOUS peach with pink undertones

But i have to say im dissapointed, on my actual eyelid , it just blends in to give a sheen
which really wasnt worth the 17$.. but ill just keep playing with it
maybe ill learn to love it as much as she does.



Loreal true match blush in soft sun


this is my NEWWW favorittee blush! its just gorgeous very natural looking and VERY pigmented
really just any color you pick (i also love the great range!) will be awsome (:
promise!


Rimmel eye kohl in black magic




can i PLEASE get my money back for this? in my hand it comes off a nice color
but on my actual waterline its hard to apply. Ill stick to my gel eyeliners thanks

AND , the ONLY different between this and a 99 cent NYC eyeliner
is that this is a BIT softer to apply with.. NOT worth an extra 3 bucks though!




(more to come!)

My face is

My face is going through puverty , no joke.
I used a mineral powder last night when i was playing with makeup
now i have , NO JOKE
about 5 little red bumps on my face
their disgusting ,hopefully they go away soon!

:-(

um i went into walgreens
got the generic oil blotting sheets andd this eyeliner i was hoping to findd!! (:


Its the wet n wild cream liner
ive heard really awsome stuff about it
AND..unlike the hip cream liner that ive gone through 3 of them cause they ALWAYS dry out too fast, it was only 3 something, compared to the 12 bucks
yes theres alot less products but..oh wells.
we'll seeee!

and i used both for school this morning and umm my face is still on! (:

ive gotten alot of stuff lately and havent even updated you guys..IM SORRY!! :(
Ill do a big collective haul/review of all the stuff i got
or maybe just the stuff i loveeeee!
this week is BOO.
class is BOO!!

wednesday is date night with kelseyyy! yayy.
i need something to distract me from boring school.

oh and also! my hair has lighten up quiet a bit :) so light now its a nice dark/medium brwn with my highlights showing through again. yayee.
i thought this hair dye was going to be PERMANENT. phew!





Love,Rose.

its safe to say

i REALLY miss my light hair...

alot, alot..

lets just hope the color fades.

Im not saying i HATE my hair color now
i just.. idk :-(


Im going to go job hunting soon
(dont i ALWAYS say that???)


but i reallyyy want a job!!
aka, i really want some moolahhh!!!



umm
i dont feel all that well today
sleeping somee.

Because you live

And breath



can we say oldest , corniest song ever?
except for the whole backstreet boys sound track
anyways..





i like thissss..


because you liveee girrlll.. my worlldddd.. has twice as many stars in the skyyyy.


i wouldd deff drunk karaoke thisss!!



i just saw a book review..and i WANTTT this!!




Im adding this to my birthdayy listt..
as of right now its the coach wrislet
(im double thinking spending money on a straightner.. i dont want a chi anymore cause
theres so much more better ones out there.. idk!)
boots.
and i guess this book huh.
oh, and a credit card so i can build up my credit
and a bank account with some moolah in it.

am i asking for too much?

Love,Rose.

As of right now

Im doing shitty in both of my favorite classes..
why? whyyy..

ugh.

Psychology and sociology
OK
so i KNEW that second classwork was due last week
but i just HAD to keep putting it off
and i knew we had an exam
but i thought id be OK with just reading over fast over our notes.


Sociology;
Theres really nothing i can do.
i didnt know the conversations were points
and i cant get them back
now all i can do is keep checking for the classwork.

We're learning in freshmen seminar (huh, who knew?) about handling college
we took a quiz that pinned down all our problems from test taking to not taking
and we wrote ways we could help those things..

so here.

Sociology i got down

but psychology
how can i get a better grade there?

Go to the library and really find out how she wants us to write papers.
Be on task, dont put things till last minute. (dont wait till later to do something u can do now)
make sure your doing it right.
Study , study , study! when your bored.. pick up the psychology book and go over the chapters.




in all other classes im doing pretty good in..
blehh..september is really ending huh

Oh ANDD
greys anatomy was..idk!
i watched every second of the 2 hours..but i think it was all the shit happening from george dying and all the drama that it wasnt GREYS ..
but next episode looks AMAZINGG!!
so.. now i have even more reason to look forward to every tuesdayyyy.!!



oh. and i dyed my hair dark brown again.
i guess i couldnt keep a promise.

i need help.




Love,Rose.

new segment

"Research" i guess.

where i post useless things ive looked up and sound interesting to me.



Seasonal Depression;


and at this point, i wanted to put my 2 cents on it
but i dont feel like writing..so im pretty much going to steal off this website

What is Seasonal Depression?

(Also Called 'SAD', 'Seasonal Depression')

Seasonal depression, often called seasonal affective disorder (SAD), is a depression that occurs each year at the same time, usually starting in fall or winter and ending in spring or early summer. It is more than just "the winter blues" or "cabin fever." A rare form of SAD known as "summer depression," begins in late spring or early summer and ends in fall.

Symptoms

People who suffer from SAD have many of the common signs of depression: Sadness, anxiety, irritability, loss of interest in their usual activities, withdrawal from social activities, and inability to concentrate. They often have symptoms such as extreme fatigue and lack of energy, increased need for sleep, craving for carbohydrates, and increased appetite and weight gain.

Symptoms of winter SAD include:

• Fatigue
• Increased need for sleep
• Decreased levels of energy
• Weight gain
• Increase in appetite
• Difficulty concentrating
• Increased desire to be alone

Symptoms of summer SAD include:

• Weight loss
• Trouble sleeping
• Decreased appetite

How common is SAD?

Between 4 and 6 percent of the U.S. population suffers from SAD, while 10 to 20 percent may suffer from a more mild form of winter blues. Three-quarters of the sufferers are women, most of whom are in their 20s, 30s, and 40s. Though SAD is most common during these ages, it can also occur in children and adolescents. Older adults are less likely to experience SAD.

This illness is more commonly seen in people who live at high latitudes (geographic locations farther north or south of the equator), where seasonal changes are more extreme. It is estimated that 1 percent of Florida residents, 4 percent of Washington, D.C. residents, and nearly 10 percent of Alaska residents suffer from SAD.

What causes SAD?

The exact cause of this condition is not known, but the influence of latitude on SAD strongly suggests that it is caused by changes in the availability of sunlight. One theory is that with decreased exposure to sunlight, the biological clock that regulates mood, sleep, and hormones is delayed, running more slowly in winter. Exposure to light may reset the biological clock.

Another theory is that brain chemicals that transmit information between nerves, called neurotransmitters (for example, serotonin), may be altered in individuals with SAD. It is believed that exposure to light can correct these imbalances.

How can I tell if I have SAD?

It is very important that you do not diagnose yourself. If you have symptoms of depression, see your doctor for a thorough assessment. Sometimes physical problems can cause depression. But other times, symptoms of SAD are part of a more complex psychiatric problem. A health professional should be the person to determine the level of depression and recommend the right form of treatment.

How is SAD treated?

Research now shows that light therapy is an effective treatment for SAD. Sometimes antidepressant medicine is used alone or in combination with light therapy. Spending time outdoors during the day can be helpful, as well as maximizing the amount of sunlight you're exposed to at home and in the office.

What is light therapy, and is it safe?

Light therapy, sometimes called phototherapy, is administered by a device that contains white fluorescent light tubes covered with a plastic screen to block ultraviolet rays. The intensity of light emitted (Lux) should be at least 10,000 Lux. The patient does not need to look directly into the light, but reads or eats while sitting in front of the device at a distance of 2 to 3 feet. Light therapy is safe and generally well tolerated.

Minor side effects of light therapy include:

• Eye strain
• Headache
• Irritability
• Fatigue
• Insomnia

At what time of the day and for how long should I use light therapy?

Recent studies suggest that morning light therapy is more effective than evening treatments. Using this treatment too late in the day may also produce insomnia. Many health professionals today prefer to treat SAD with 10,000 Lux for 30 minutes every morning. Patients have shown some improvement within 2 to 4 days and reach full benefits within 2 to 4 weeks. The symptoms of SAD return quickly after discontinuation of light therapy, so light treatment should be continued throughout the entire season of low sunlight.

Even though they generate enough light, tanning beds should not be used to treat SAD. The amount of ultraviolet (UV) rays they produce is harmful to the skin and eyes.

Can I prevent the onset of SAD?

If you think you have symptoms of SAD, see your doctor for a thorough examination. Your doctor will want to make sure that these symptoms are not caused by another form of depression or major medical illness. Other types of depression can result in harm and even suicide.

If you have been diagnosed with SAD, here are some things you can do to help to prevent it from coming back:

• Try to spend some amount of time outside every day, even when it's very cloudy. The effects of daylight are still beneficial.
• Begin using a light box upon the onset of low sunlight (fall season), even before you feel the onset of winter SAD.
• Eat a well-balanced diet and include sufficient amounts of vitamins and minerals as recommended by the FDA. This will help you have more energy even though your body is craving starchy and sweet foods.
• Try exercising for 30 minutes a day, three times a week.
• Seek professional counseling, if needed, during the winter months.
• Stay involved with your social circle and regular activities. This can be a tremendous means of support during winter months.

is it possible..?

Im sooo fucking hungry
i had a slice of pizza at ziyas earlier
n thats the only thing ive eaten since around 6 last night
fuck fuck fuck..
im hungry
but im so tired, so worn out, so exhausted.. i cant even go downstairs to make something
i have no energy

psychology exam shitted on my life
ill probably get a -c on it..fuck my life

fuck it
SO TIREDDDDD

im so hungry
i NEED food
but i think im going to pass out..and eat later instead
ughh..one more day till the weekend..


fuck me.
i just thought about the stupid music quiz tommorow..fuck
fuck fuck fuck
school is consuming my life i NEVER have a break!!
tired.
tired
itred


and im goingt o sleep now.

bu bye

its the first dayy of fall!!

im SO fucking tired
i REALLY..REALLY..REALLY hate freshman seminar.
like..ALOT.

i fucking hate that its late.
i fucking hate that its 50 minutes.
i fucking hate that its 50 minute of explaining how to do something i can do in 2 minutes.
and i really hate the people in there, aka my HS class.

im tireddddddddddd
tiredddddddddddddddddddddd...
2morrow is wednesday.. i have to study for a psychology test..
and write a draft for an english paper..
and fuck my life in the ass.

i want to sleep
i just woke up.
im trowing gymshorts&a t on
freshening some of my makeup
and making myself go,because attendance is like, half of your grade in there


but atleast tommorow it will be wednesday...
which will lead to one more day than the fucking weekenddd!!!







i want to sleep..im going to force myself to go now.
come home..
and sleep..sleep..sleep

(: :(

The countdown ----->
says theres only 86 days left in this semesterr.. say whatt?
haha.

grrrrr..
its6am right now.
ive been up since 5.
actually, 4:45

but i layed around for a bit ha
and ive managed to almost procrastinate the whole time

i need help haha.
i studied for communications not really worried about it.

and i figured out the music quizzes are only 25 points..so im not THAT worried about it.
atleast now im not freaking out convinced i have to drop the class lol.
dont ask..

yawwwnnnnnnnnnnn


i want to go back to sleep..its getting cold
and even though i LOVE winter
i HATE waking up freezing to death
it makes waking up that much harder.

yawn, yawn , yawn.

yesterday while talking to whit and her roommate i realized that i kinda like being at peake
nicole's also taking sociology but she says its really hard in there
while my sociology class is actually pretty easy
so its alot less money..AND easier..for the same credit? umm yess?
so im deff going to be taking like 5-6 classes next semester or just as many gen eds as possible so i can get them out of the way and not have to take them at bury.

yawnn!!!


ok.
im going to keep reading over this music terms
i got class early as fuck..fml.
its only tuesday.. but 2 more days and its not only the WEEKEND..but its also fucking


GREYS.
FUCKING.
ANATOMY.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i LOVE greys anatomy! im so excited!! ive been waiting for months for the new season to be outt!! yayyyy. itll be an amazing start for the weekend (:



love,rose.

fuck.my.life.

I had suchh a fun dayy!! (:
i love kelseyy im really glad we hungout
and i lovee whitney for introducing me to the magical SU bookstore
that place is fucking hugee!
and i got a lanyard..me and kelsey are going to go shopping there for hoodies hahah

yes..were going shopping at a bookstore.
i love her!
and there were lots of creepy people at the mall.
but it was funny.

i cant waitt for the weekendd!


ahhh. im so tiredd!!
i got 2 fucking quizzes tommoroww.. and i havent studied a bit.
im waking up really early 2morrow and studying..though FUCK ME.

ughhh!!!

is winter break here alrdyy?

ummmm

hello everyonee!
i have a 3 page sociology paper to do
so of course id be on here.
ive in fact
done almost everything possible EXCEPT the paper.
sad? yes.



I went to walmart to buy some random stuff i didnt rly need
(as usual)
and on "clearance" there was this toner
gasp! how long have i been looking for something like this!
I read some reviews online,and the word "a little dry" scares me.


So im making.. a promise.
i guess
that i will not dye , or put any chemical products in my hair for 30 days.
and im returning the thing and with those 8 bucks im getting some deep treatments
YAH.


haha
i REALLY need to work on this sociology paperr..
i love this class
but the work he gives us is LKFDSLKFDJSFK

asshole
actually, this is one of the most confusing ones to me.
i guess its REALLY not helping that im sitting here
when i could actually go sit down and read.

huh.
and fucking 2 tests tuesday
communications i dont mind
but music?! ugh.
ughx3443325

i really hope that class doesnt drag my gpa down
im going to be pissed i dont even like it!

i guess im getting off here..and reading.

huh.





love,rose.

hahah

(250): Ask me how many people I've slept with. Because its changed since I last saw you.
(1-250): I saw you 20 MINUTES AGO. You need to stop this.

hahaha. new favorite website EVER!!



(518): how the fuck did you end up in georgia? you were here at my party dry humping some chick 2 hours ago
(404): so you mean to tell me that there is no way you can get me?

(970): we had sex three times last night.. but now im just wet from him crying on my stomach about how much he misses his ex.. awesome

(503): I don't even know what he looks like, all i've seen of him is his dick
(541): the rest of him looks just as crooked




(443): you tried to scramble eggs in my dryer last night. i want you here in 15 minutes to clean this shit up



(704): We're pre-gaming then going to chuck e cheese's.
(919): If you're joking I'm going to be sad



(609): is it appropriate to call someone “ a tasty piece of bitch?” This is time sensitive.


(940): just watched an entire episode so you think you can dance for head. so wasn't worth it


(713): Just ran into that chick u called from my phone and left her a MSG bout how she has aids
(979): Ahaha, good shit


(614): see you put your penis in her and it's like an ignition key to start the crazy


(330): She said she could kiss it, just not put it in her mouth. Because that would be cheating..



(203): she called me screaming that i shouldn't ignore her phone calls, because she's not trying to get me to hang out with her and she doesn't want to be my girlfriend, she just wants sex.
(860): what did you do?
(203): i asked her out. that's so hot.


(610): No, I was feeling sad because all of the other girls were like model-skinny. But then I remembered that I had big boobs and went to hit on their boyfriends.



(650): the ice cream truck is coming omgomg
(1-650): dude, it's 2 am.
(650): but its COMING


(732): you sent me 45 texts saying "meow?"
(1-732): did i?

(901): people would bow to what i just did to her vagina

ummmmmmmm

yummy turkey, cheese and tomatoe sandwhich, how i love thee.


I finally know what schools im applying to!
i crossed out penstate.. because for 1, their way fucking expensive
and dos, they seem really dedicated..and well..hard.

so

Itll be

Salisbury, Towson, and frostburg


Like tina put it..

Salisbury is my want school.

Towson is my reach school.

and frostburg is my get in school.


i guess.




in reality
i just want to go to salisbury
but towson isint sounding half bad eitherr.. idk


im sleeppyy!
so , ill keep working on this later.

I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor

and ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes.


ahh! i forgot about this band, gewwdddd god!

Today i met with someone to make sure i got everything straight to transfer
and she said that i was pretty much on the right track, yayy.
theres a "transfer night" , almost like college night
but more specifically for transfer students, she said bury would be there.
and not just bury
i decided to apply to pen state and towson and possibly another school
i just WANT to make sure, that if salisbury says no (which at this point i doubt)
that i will be accepted elsewhere.

Right now im procrastinating , i just finished a sociology paper and working on a psychology one.
blehhhhhhhhhhhh!!


September is ALMOST OVER
WTH?
(In a good way!)

Serious, its almost the 20th.
and you know then itll be a couple of creeping days until october hits.
aka my BIRTHDAYY!!
but most importantly.
right now im really looking forward to (and i KNOW this sounds weird as gdgdkhfjk)
But i keep thinking, "how long till November" Nov 16th to be more specific..
and as to why you might ask..welll becauseeee!!
its open registration for next semester classesss!
( i know im a loser.)

I picked out

Art 101
English 102
Humanities
Wellness and fitness


that right thurrr is 12 credits.

ummmm.

thats 28 credits

and then im thinking of maybe taking 2 online classes during the summer
because that will put me in a better place to transfer to towson (30+ credits) if i dont want my SAT and highschool shit to be read over.


ummmmmmmm.....................
what else?
i should really finish this paper huh,




love,rose.

Life

If this were a story
Id start it off with


"As my parents yelled at me to get in the car, i hugged the girls goodbye. I told them id be back soon and slammed the door shut with anger, as my parents went on talking about the group of people outside the dorms and how they were all probably drunk. I checked my phone and trew my purse in the back, I didnt feel like talking. And its when it hit me , "This is it." "


I dont think anyone knows how hard it is to feel that your in the wrong place.
You know where you should be , but you cant be.


People from this town make me sad

There is so much bigger and better things out there.
But they DONT want it
they WANT to stay here, they dont want to grow

why?
it really makes me sad.


but in reality..

who cares?

IM SOOOO READYYY TO GET THE FUCK OUT.

i love salisbury
i love it , i love it , I LOVE IT.

i HAVE to do perfect at school
because i NEEDDD to get the fuck out of here.
though i know i am, theres no doubt in my mind.
and well ,if theres any in yours.
you stay tuned my friend.
Join me in this journey called life
and watch me make the best out of it.

(corny right x: )










this are whitneys roommies
and yes they are HER roommates.
But i want to steal them.

Their all very different from each other but all get along great.
i hope my roommates are as amazinggg!


(we both look terrible and really stiff here hahah)

Heres a picture of me and marshalll
shes changed so much its ahh
i swear this town has like something fucked up in the air
shes so much more outgoing and like, herself
she doesnt have to put up an act like in school.
Im really happy for her, and of course
VERY VERY JEALOUS.

but she also inspires me to do better.
cause this town really does make me sick (:



Love,rose.

Confidence

Today in communications the people that missed the previous day finished up on their presentations about well, themselfs.

This lady walked up, she looked around 30-40's
she wasn't what most people would consider her, beautiful.
She was a bigger lady.
her hair you could tell wasn't really done, maybe some gel to calm the curls
her roots needed to be touched up.
she was wearing clothes u wear around the house.


and this is going to sound really strange


but why am i so jealous of her?


she mentioned in the presentation about how she stopped being shy
how she learned to accept herself and just not care anymore
and you could HONESTLY tell.. that was the way she felt
she didnt give a shit what anyone thought, she was who she was and everyone who didnt like it could bite it.


Now me?
Im someone who people considered well, pretty.
i think i can look pretty, i think i can look HOT.

but why do i feel like a piece of shit?
why do i always feel UGLY,like my hairs too frizzy , my makeups not flawless
i find everything wrong with me
and repeat it over and over in my head
your not good enough , your nails arent done, you dont look your best


why cant i just feel beautiful
i want to know how she did it
how she just accepted herself , and learned to love herself.
she made it sound so easy , and i feel like walking up to her and asking her
but that would be weird.
i want to do that, i want to feel beautiful even when im not trying.
even when i DO try.



so thats why , im terribly jealous of this women who wore sweats to class.
i wonder how i could be like her..
bleh.


love,rose.

ummm...

So , my lifes kinda perfect right now.
even though chesapeake college is well..RIGHT in cambridge
ive met alot of amazing people
it feels good to be away from the same cambridge trash ya know?

me and perfect guy are doing amazingg...hangout on saturdayyy? eeek!! nervous much?
yes.
excited much? FUCK YESSS.
im starting to question how i ever went out without knowing him
without txting him all day , without expecting his calls every night?
haha aghh im such a loser.
but he makes me extremly happy..lifes just amazing right now.
overall.

ive made so many new friends which i love
and it brings up another thing that annoys the shit out of me.
THIS DUMBASS BITCHES
will go out of their way to have classes with the same people they did in highschool
are you fucking serious? really?
REALLY?
why didn't you just fail the 12th grade and stay there another year
really i mean i dont see the difference.

*sigh*

like i said.
seeee yahhh in a couple of years working here as a waitress haha.

these ,GIRLS are like..AFRAID to grow as people
serious signs they wont make it out in the real world past cambridge.

ANYWAYS..

I met this guy who attends 3 colleges at the same time! talk about commitment!
he happens to attend salisbury SU , which i think its really coool
plus, his really cute ( : and we get along really great so.
he asked me to hangout tommorow so thats gonna be nicee i believe =)


lifes just..kinda amazing.

and get THIS.

the girl that sits next to me in communications class..is a FUCKING LICENSED COSMOTOLOGIST
I LOVE HER
I feel like if i could sit her down and ask her a million and one questions.. i WOULD
from a 3 minute talk i learned SO much from her! and shes so nice and cute.
i have a little girl crush :X

haha!






My classes are going great

Honestly.. im perfectly content with the way things are going.
and i feel like they can ONLY get better.




me and some peeps hungout after class well because..OUR TEACHER WAS A NO SHOW.
and talked about diff things..
like how people PLAN OUT to go on drinking drives..wtf?

haha.
ahh
im excited for 2morrowww!
gotta carry my bookpack though :X grr! and i SHOULD start working on the psychology paper.
just because i want to have it done with way ahead of time and get it out of the way.
ummm.







:)

Love,rose!

My room.

Is still as messy as shit.
i woke up this morning with the set mind goal of
IM GOING TO CLEAN THIS ROOM
also because mr perfect brought it up.
his such a stalker , ugh.
haha♥



ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSS..

My weekend to do list.

-write letter (:
-go through clothes/ bag for salvation army.
-Go through my old makeup , trow some out.
(or box it and put it in the basement)
-Organize vanity..AGAIN.
-Clean room.
-Clean computer (erase old pics blahbla)
-Read 12 page paper for psy.
-Write a shopping list.
-CLEAN PURSE!!
(which ive been meaning to do since..last may? haha,he said i carried half of my room in there)
its only a quarter though!
-Shoe shop!! a mustt.
-look through my classes and finish homework.
(update later? maybe)



Why did i txt you before? why?
why couldn't i just let it die?
and now, im the only one to blame about this
what did i expect? this is what i wanted..right?
fuck, im stupid.
Im sorry , but im going to have to add another reason for you to hate me.


not so much love, rose.

=)

celebrating our one WEEK anniversary 2morrow night!!!
hahahah ahhhhh!!

♥

i heart him , alotttttttttttt.
everyday its just another day we know and learn about each other.

couple of nights ago i brought up
"you know its weird..but like weve known each other for like 4 days..but i feel like we've known each other for way longer"

"wow, im not even kidding i swear i was thinking the same thing earlier its so weird wow"

that conversation was amazingg..we really just opened up it was..aghhh!!
even when he said "now that we're being all nice i kinda miss us fighting."
"me too."
"i hate you"
"i hate YOU"

hahaha ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (((( :


god, thankyou for putting this boy in my life.
Tomorrow ive only known him for a week
yet just like that his the most amazing person ive met in a LONG time..
everyday we make sure to bring it up "bitch you dont know me"
"i DO know you , ive known you for FIVE whole days now!"


ahhhhhh...
okay.
Im done.


I hope things only get better
but who am i kidding? EVERYDAY we talk it gets better!






ahhhh... enough of this boy rant.




LOVE,rose.

hello september

I missed yah.
the weather this morning..was cold!
and that excites me.

i want to say this year has flown by
and well , it has.
im super ready for 2010!
its going to be my year : ) i just KNOW it.

I love right now. life.
i love life right now.
Half of the people from my music class were absent today and i was late.
(maybe the dropped out? umm.)
i walked into a talk about a huge presentation but it wont be due till late october
i got extreme confused, and so did my new frunnn
we're both hopelessly confused, so im glad he asked me for my number even though i was going to ask for his.
so now we can be confused together even though his presentation is way later than mines
which I thought i was getting a good deal!
and he also goes to salisbury u.
i think its cool he comes to peake also just to take extra classes ha
i would deff not put that much effort in.

Communications is turning out to be my "fun" class.
today we were drawing out comics for this assigment.
and i started out with a really good square out of 4.
till the teacher said we have 5 minutes left.
than we all freaked out and decided stick figures would be best.

On a side note, the "cool black guy" that sits next to me in class comes in everyday smelling like he just came out of a party, that distinct smell of weed and alchohol mixed together.
and he always comes with a warm cup of coffee.
So he overall , smells strange, but its better than just smelling..bad.

ANYWAYS i gotta start working on my presentation about..well me. when she mentioned props..the first thing that came into my mind was my makeup brushes!
their long overdue for a deep cleaning anyways so ill do that.
I think ill post a picture of the 3 things i decide to take

and perfect guy broke my heart last night
in a good, amazing way.
i cant believe i actually found a guy i dont have to hold back from
that says im "mean" or doesnt get my sense of humour
he gets and has the same one as me
so our conversations consist of us nonestop laughing and getting on each others nerves.

to me ,that sounds perfect
i havent even known him for a week
but his just , wow.
ive always known that to me
there is either SOEMTHING there right off the bat,or there isn't
and well..there IS.
and ok, so his nice..really nice to look at.
but id never tell him that since IM the conceited one.
and im secretly loving every minute of it.


but ENOUGH of alll thattsss!!
nappy timee! class later ugh :(