Fear

I have grown a sick fear over
showing any cleavage anymore
i did today for the first time in ever

and i felt not only grimy but the shirt wouldn't stay up
so for the most part of the day i was self concious like
i was walking in school in my underwear

I hate talking to guys specially which i do for the most part
and im scared that theyll stare and enjoy it
i feel just like i did when i was a freshman
and this is actually making my stomach feel queasy thinking about that.




"rose .. wtf ?"


idk , its 2:07 AM
and i have nothing better to do.


P.S.


Dear you, Wow. your actually amazing at what you do.
i am seriously impressed.


P.P.S





P.P.P.S (is that real?)

“To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world…”



“Only the children know what they are looking for,” said the little prince. “They waste their time over a rag doll and it becomes very important to them; and if anybody takes it away from them, they cry…”
“They are lucky,” the switchman said.





-The Little Prince