im bored out of my mind.

Ive been finding out that i really like mineral powder foundation ALOT more than liquid..
its just so messy and heavy and thick on your face.
so im going mineral now a days.
and i just ran out of my favorite : ( i have another one but its not the right color for me.


Maybelline mineral power mineral foundation.

can i just point out their soo misleading with this picture.
there is NOT that much product in there!
gr!

So im just using some revlon mineral powder foundation which if you ask me isint as great with the coverage etc.

so im waiting till i gets some cash to get some more.

im in reality trying to drift away from foundation completly
i wish i could just wear my natural skin out but i cant
i feel naked without it



um
i just painted my nails teal
so they match my toes
its 70 degrees outside..

WHY IS IT THAT I HAVE MORE FUN DURING THE WEEK?
its the weekend! i CAN stay up all night and do stupid shit
instead i skip , and sneak out during the week
i have NO clue why the school hasnt called my attention to it.

oh well.


Update;


I just went out and had a nice sunday haha.

now i am going off. peace

SERIOUSLY

I keep drifting away from this blog.

My life has been pretty SHITT!
i hate my ex.
and every guy whose yelled at me that ive apparently lead on.

I dont want a stupid boyfriend!
i could have a stupid boyfriend if i felt like it
i want love
puppy dog love.
so yeah sorry your wasting your time
and idc if you get bitchy and cuss at me cause im not taking you seriously
why should i?


BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT!!


Im over it
and yes ive said that atleast 100 times in my life and not ment it
but its gotten to the point where same shit goes on and on
im almost numb to get hurt
im starting to really get sick of it and not care.

boys are stupid.
i miss summer.. when guys where the best thing ever
have a beer a good laugh and then say goodbye and maybe do it again next weekend.
now its all BS.
bs bs bs.
drama drama drama i DONT wanna deal with!

whatever
im just rumblin

back to more interesting things

I start using my baby straightener instead of blow drying my hair straight..and let me just say it is LOVE!! it stays straight SOO much longer and doesnt frizz up hardly at all i walked a good ten mins outsidewhen it was humid and shitty and there was only minor frizz ontop.
im VERY impressed and VERY happy!


=) im a very happy child.

Ive yet to book a place for oc for senior week.
i keep forgetting and theres only 2 more months left.
uh ohh!
anyways

im out.


Day and Night- Kid cudy

Listen to it.

In other news..

tomorrow was the first day of spring.
How exciting : )

Though its also kind of sad.
With summer approaching..
so is the end of this life ive lead for the past 4 years.
oh wells.

I want to go out and run
but 1) im still yawning though ive been up for awhile
2)its kinda chilly out.


excuses i know.
ill do it a little later , i promise.





Mi cabello ha crecido muy largo.





My hairs grown long


im glad.
Ive been also taking extra care of my ends so i will stay away from scissors for awhile.

PS. i dyed my hair a light brown ontop cause the blonde was just not doing it for me.
it annoyed the shit out of me actually
and the silver shampoo dryed out my hair like hell!

I will stick to my true love matrix sleek look.

please&thankyou.



"A burning bridge thats so misleading"
-Let it Bleed, The Used.


I have no idea i feel like blogging but idk what aboutt
i gotta tone up.
lets go back to that topic.
Summer summer summer.
Senior week senior week senior week.

I keep having summer dreams
(i know im gay)
but its so amazing.
the suns always hot bright shinning everything looks so colorful

But thats besides the point
im about to get dressed even though i feel dirty getting a shower b4 getting sweaty and gross sounds silly.
so im gonna go get ready and run run run.

im not good with diets
i dont like being told what to eat.
So ill just keep track of that in my head not on here.

and i just had to mention this but
i miss like my tan

(rose wtf your already tanned)
but no
i was looking at pictures from last summer and i like how dark i looked
if youve known me through the years
youd know im very much at a "pale" state.







this is a very hideous old picture.
but look at my arm!
and my face!
this is the aftermath of me out in the sun
after a few days of fade off cause i just look like DIRTY at first.
anyways
my ass is off to run.


pe pe peaceeeeee.

"Time is never wasted when your getting wasted"

my new fav song ha.

i feel horrible

I havent blogged in forever..
and no i dont really have an excuse : (

im sorry.

lifes been good except for some drama but i dont let things get to me.



But ok lets talk makeup.

well
actually lets go a little before that.

lets go to your face.
why do you wear foundation?

everybody will have a different answear almost
but the reason I do is because i have uneven skin which i hate
just around my cheekbones its darkened and so i hate it.

i mentioned before i did not like my current face wash so i went and tried a new one

® Anti-Oxidant Age Reverse Cleanser">
Neutrogena Anti-Oxidant Age Reverse Cleanser


Its claims;

Front;

Evens tone/ Softens/ Purifies

Back;
Neutrogena^® Anti-Oxidant Age Reverse Cleanser clears dulling impurities and makeup, and helps to maintain your skin's natural moisture barrier to keep it feeling soothed and nourished. Use Anti-Oxidant Age Reverse Cleanser with our Day Lotion or Night Cream to neutralize 99% free radicals* and reverse signs of aging.


Ok.
Ive been using this product for about 2 weeks
and the first thing that you notice is the almost shimmery glowing formula alogn with an amazing fresh scent
but what really excited me is that it really does soften your skin!
it gave me a baby smooth feeling and took off my makeup without leaving my skin feeling harsh tight and dry.
and another thing i noticed in about a week that just was the cherry on top
my discolorations in my skin where like
hardly there!
i stood infront of the mirror for 10 minutes amazed
so it was love at.. close sight?
lame joke i know.
but i was inlove with this product! it was heaven in a bottle!

But..


Cons;
When applying it on, the consistency of it is almost like..silicone
a thick jello paste that does not melt into a wash..its almost like your applying lotion in your face it doesnt foam or make bubbles or anything.
I just thought that was kind of weird.

and second..
yup..

I BROKE OUT!
now
im not completly sure if it was this or this toning lotion i have been using
but sure enough
i have 3 zits in my face
not one.
but 3.

which really breaks my heart
i NEVER get zits and i am very discouraged to find out weather its this cleanser thats breaking me out cause i really dont want to risk it..
So i went back to my old one for now.




Overral.
Its a very good cleaner
it apperantly has anti oxidants that does clean and purifie your face almost like cleans it from the inside out


I will keep trying this out and updating.

oh my.

So 2 days after the snow storm it hit the 70's and i gotta say it was a pretty sick weekend
i cant wait till it gets warmer
but i dont exactly feel like blogging but i just didnt want to leave u all hanging.



i will post stuff sooonn.

bye!

yup snow day

ha.

anyways ive spent the past couple of days working on perfecting my highlights
which i AM happy with ,its just their not the light ash color i want just yet

if you have recently highlighted or bleached hair
to counter act brassy yellow and orange tones
im sure you've read about having to use a purple/blue color toner to counteract the orange brassy colors

One product thats been very recomended its



& it reads

Shimmer Lights Conditioning Shampoo for gray, white, highlighted and light blonde tinted hair is a protein-enriched color enhancing shampoo. Shimmer Lights Shampoo:

• Brightens white and gray hair.
• Shampoos away yellow.
• Refreshes faded highlighted hair.
• Tones down brassiness.
• Shimmer Lights Shampoo maintains and refreshes cool, ash-toned haircolor.

But sadly i have not been able to even find this freaking product!
its found in Sally Beauty Supplie stores


So i said,eff that.
while browsing the hair product area something did catch my eye






yes it is for silver , white and graying hair
which i have none of
but what it claims to do is what i look for

for one it is a very deep purple color (check!)

it is used to reduce brassy and yellow tones from hair(check!)

and since it is NON-COLOR DEPOSITING

no it wont turn ur hair purple, or for a matter of fact, gray white or any

so it fits in perfectly for what i wanted!
and compared to the 25$ shimer lights
its only 5 buckss!

its amazing it makes my highlights lighter and more of an ash toned
and im not the only one who seems to agree with this

http://www.makeupalley.com/product/showreview.asp/ID=80076/Silver_Expressions_Shampoo/Pantene/Shampoo/


so yeah if you have brassy or even orange toned hair and dont want to put your hair through even more bleach,id very much recommend this.